street light

let me know let me know.

Looking down to my palms under the street light..

I've always thought I would have a lot in hand when my hands are the size of grown ups. Like now.

I've always thought I would be able to grab a lot - someone's hand, a career, fame, love, family..and jsut so much more.



how come growning up doens't make me understnad more, realize more, or turn me into the realistic adult who I thought would have no dreams but only responsibilities and family burdens?



I am in so much pain sitting in between...



in between needs;
in between dreams;
in between love.