消化不良

是不同了，眼中的世界。
讓我驚訝，但只能接受。


真想一口作氣，把髒東西全都嘔出來
我消化不良了。

almost there

降到了所謂冬天應有的12度?
全身包的鼓鼓的我享受著暖
快速移動的車箱窗戶透映身影
耳中充斥著lisa最愛的"同恩-失去"
一秒停止

2007年/一月/冬/暗/起床準備去上班/外面一片寂靜/刷牙

兩種情緒交叉穿梭，滿滿的
看著窗外模糊閃過的泥牆，
我不難過

It's 3 already.

then you know

Don't trust what people say; watch what they do, carefully.

How strong is the bond?

Just as expected, it came.
But see it coming doesn't lessen the pain one feel.

又從頭開始

在這個城市裡誰不是孤獨的?
只是差是誰站在你身旁而已。


8 years ago in St. j
6 years ago in Seattle
4 years ago in New York
Right now in Taipei city.

all over again.

Hi old fellow, 1959

From; Deux hommes dans Manhattan

ah ha! so some things never change.

Hi, Manhattan.

no wonder so many still linger today, as always.

Cold

打開窗戶終於有，有點涼，甚至是冷的感覺
打開抽屜我找出長的睡褲換上
在美國養成了喜歡寒冷的習慣今天終於有一些找回
一直以來不喜歡夏天，一直流汗想待在冷氣房裡燥鬱的什麼都不想做讓我非常困擾
喜歡冷風刺在皮膚上的感覺，有些痛
但也讓手心的濕或一口熱Green tea latte的溫暖更幸福的真實。

下著大雨

下著大雨， 今天一整天都下著大雨。
無遇警淋濕無數路人 ，浸濕我的靴子。
5:09a.m.; Sunday Morning
Against the world - Robin Thicke
我坐在照著一盞白色不太亮但不是太舒服的書桌前聽著打在冷氣機上滴滴答答的雨聲
電腦裡重覆播放著，雖不是那麼想讓他持續下去卻也懶得去決定
不睡覺我沒有失眠
寫這一篇也沒有意義
只是我還是坐在這裡繼續這個動作，試圖想要留下些什麼
也許只是我深夜的寂寞罷了。
一切的不對勁，似乎都變的沒那麼有所謂了。

stalker

block every info, clog every channel, freeze every attempt;
stop! the madness.

Look at it

Taken at: N/W train, between 39th street and Queensboro Blvd Station, Astoria, NY, 2005

It wasn't the most beautiful shot i've taken, nor was it the most beautiful scene i've seen.
But it was the picture that reminds me the moment back and the place i still dream of today.

it's simple like that

變得自憐自艾難過悲傷是輕而易舉
變得快樂卻不是每一個人都做得到的事


hm說的真沒錯,
i am gonna keep it up, oh yeah!

Moomins

now i know why it's a favorite.

Beautiful day without you

earthy cold-tone shades
BROWN soil, Birch standing lonely
BLUE clear sky
WHITE cotton like clouds and snow in February
GREEN grass air, inhaling
the freezing air permeating deep in the skin,
soaked wet.
traveling along the strings with the voice back to beautiful moments when we were all so fine

one click, you're here, just like that.

You were with him, but he’s gone now; a piece of memory, eventually.
You stayed, becoming mine. I am flattered!

Living on my guard -guarded
Wind is on my neck -fatheless
Sun is on my face -have courage
Beautiful day without you -without you..... it would be continued, you and me.