December 13, 2009

so far so good?

Will you make me look at you? Only you?




Maybe then I'll have the faith to change the world. My world.

NOT A VICTIM!!!

"I am going to show you how an adult relationship is like."





Is it that I just assume people will and should trust in me because how much I believe in myself? Yet I do not trust others in the same way I want them to trust me?

You were right.

I think I was the one who take things for granted.



I guess I just need to stop acting like a victim from the illusional world created by my overthinking and hope that someone will not break my heart again.
Please just..not again.

December 12, 2009

A Season of Celebration

Looking at the post card sent from nyu stern with washington square garden covered in snow printed on the back, I could almost feel the goosebumps on my arm because of the crisp cold air that almost ache. People wrapped in heavy wool or dawn jacket only looked down their feet, dodging the melting snow puddle. Everything was covered in white, only the traffic light shone the green arrow directing the few cars that still tried to make their way in the snow. I... just miss all my friends all over the world, for good or bad we've been through.

For a holiday season that is not so holiday-ish in a place like Taiwan, I still want to give all my dearest friends my best wishes no matter where you are.

Cheers to all my dearest friends.

December 09, 2009

一直以來我以為是害怕自己忘了紐約,但也許其實是害怕紐約遺棄了我。



對只能緬懷過去美好時光的這件事,至今我仍是無法釋懷。

December 08, 2009

trapped

太多的玩樂放空鬆懈終於緊緊的回來的抓住了我。


I am paranoid and panic again, as expected.