love's in the air

Am I too selfish to want it all?

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"有些情況要等很久以後才能瞭解，那時候往往已經太遲了。很多情況，我們在無法認清自己心意之前就必須選擇行動了，這使得大家很迷惑。" -- 世界末日與冷酷異境 by 村上春樹

my happy sunday night

聽著你傳來開心的歌...I wonder why I was so negative before.

其實我很好的嘛! psh.

其實，真是再好不過了。

gemini

我想很多時候我吵吵鬧鬧的只是在找尋事情的原因。
對於結果如何，我倒是一直都頗能坦然接受。

Really?

4am.

Perhaps it's the disturbing noise trucks driving outside rehearsed at late night or the air I inhaled in in early winter morning while looking out for the hope to witness the sunrise; surprisingly, I am so calm yet so hung up on your words that I am still unable to close my eyes and call it a night - 'your exes were all losers. Fuck.'

Sitting here, I burst out laughing, this is just not the first time I have heard those words. Man. I think I really fucked things up.
25. With two of the boxes for "must-have-in-life" still unchcked on the top of the list. Now, I feel officially pathetic.

Put on the repeat mode. The song keeps spinning. You said you will mark this as my song. Judy's song.
How sweet the song humming; how bitter my heart sinking.

Maybe I just need to cry out loud. Maybe everything will turn out just right. Maybe it's all just part of the process. Maybe, and maybe, and maybe.

Maybe everything will be fine tomorrow, and someone will love me like described in the song.
Maybe.






Really?


By Your Side - Sade

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I-----ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

oh, when your cold
I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

Oh when your cold
I'll be there To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I'l be there by your side baby

take it easy

這並不是什麼大不了的事 - 我這樣告訴自己。

gameplan

You think being honest to each other is what you want, but when I finally turn my heart to your hand ane left nothing beehind, you think I've just killed the fun.

Don't know how many times I can kneel in front of you - naked with my heart in my palm still dripping the blood.



Just then I realized I just scared you again.


Mommy, how come no one ever taught me to follow the human nature instead of believing in myself?

How greedy I am to wish to have learnt all the things without tripping? But I am just so sad.

God, will you forgive my sin?

stay focused! wtf.

so in the end, we just paint a happily-ever-after picture together and told ourselves that we'll be fine.

everything will be fine.





..the fairy tale that I've already laughed at since I was 16. How funny it's the first time I ever so want to believe in it again.

大人

不再輕易的承諾，是我們以為成熟的作法。

是從什麼時候開始少了點熱情，少了點願意豁出一切的相信，少了點衝動?

不能承諾什麼…只是自己欺騙自己的謊言罷了。
以為畫下了規定就不會受傷。


從什麼時候我們的心已是傷痕累累?

trapped

get out.

Cuddly

i like this word very much.



It reminds me of the freezing AC, the sunshine leaking through the blinds, and the warmth of your hand.